Never ending thoughts since my childhood,have been around!!
now when am kinda grown up,am not so anymore,though still my dreams,plans,DESIRES continue to babble in my mind!
Sometimes in life,you come across such people,you never knew,never seen them before,you just know,you just feel,for them,yes,without knowing them,without having met,you think of the times together!
This is one of such recent incidents of my life.
A random book shop,a random book..(I have always had this thing for nice,flashy cover pages,no matter what topic it is,I buy it,that’s for sure)..
I bought it!
The book was amazing..the story just made a house in my heart and so the characters! But most of all,I loved the AUTHOR..
I felt connected,it all seemed happening in front of my eyes,what I was reading..(just reading lying in my bed)..
It is said,that whatever you think,read before going to bed,you dream about it….
And so that happened! I couldn’t resist reading the next chapters as I woke up..
Lovely the book was,and love-lier the AUTHOR! He was a guy,obvious!!
I searched on the net,few more books,ordered them,read them,again and again and again..
His books,writings were now a part of daily routine..
No time in day when I will just sit idle and not read his books! He so was irresistible!
I finished all the books,facebook being my savior,followed him there,his each and every update was in my “favorites”,his page,his profile all bookmarked!
Crazy I sound here,more then that,stupid,but yes,the feeling is indescribable!
Soon jealousy too for his co-authors,damn they are all so pretty!
And now,his new book released,and there were going to be signed copies! Omg! SIGNED by him!!
I pre-ordered,twice,thrice,just to make it very sure!
Crazy it all seemed,stupid I felt,was ditching few people around,this all was so secretive!
Never talk about it..
I got the book! Was bounciiinnngg!! There was definitely a signature in there,but half..
Hard my luck was!
My heart,felt ditched,as if he did not come over to see me,waiting like a fool..
Even after being a stupid fellow all this while,the likeness,grows,never stops…
I don’t understand what this is..
I like it like this..
I know,am mature enough to understand this is just a piece of waste,the feelings I carry,won’t take me anywhere,still…
Somethings are better unchanged,even if you know you are doing the most stupid thing in this world!
And secretive it is not anymore,since am writing it here,for everyone to read,I just felt like sharing..:)
I know I sound like a 16 year old school girl,am not,but there sure is a small lil girl inside..:D