I was so mad,like really superduperfuckingmad at this person an hour back that I probably wanted to punch him hard on the face and break his teeth,jaw and neck for that matter and zip his mouth off forever and ever so that he can never like never speak.
Some people,no matter what you do for them,will always and forever remain UNGRATEFUL TO YOU,like always!! Not that I am saying if you help someone or do a favor or two you should be pretending as GOD and look down to that person for what you did. But come on,how can people be just so mean and sick all the time that despite of everything you did for them and all the well-wishing thing you do for them,they treat you as bad as they can? OR be as mean and selfish as they can be?
I had never imagined that thinking of someone’s good and suggesting them about the right can be lecturing! Or for that matter being rudely handled and to be told “WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME”..(I literally froze as soon as the words came out of his mouth!!)
AND I am not overreacting or being dramatic on this,I would never do it to a person who wants good of me (which I know deep down inside my empty head). Or say such harsh words to them,ruthlessly.
What are friends for? or anyone who tries to be nice to you? For care,concern,affection. Then why not appreciate that thing instead of holding on to the fucking ego which scream I AM RIGHT, I AM ALWAYS RIGHT. No,not every time! Sometimes,others can give you better advice to hold yourself up than yourself. Yes,they completely can because they’re capable of judging you,good/bad. And there are people existing who would be honest with you. Then why not trust them and see how things reflect at your end than just seriously pushing them away from you and be rude to them and tell them to FUCK OFF,when they only want good of you. (Dudee! They’re not earning bucks on the advice,it is so for freeee!!!)
And yes today,I was hurt,so bad and so much. Does this at all mean that all I should be is sugar coated to the person in front and not even try moving a molecule inside my brain to give a fuck about anyone?
I tell you,such people,people who are so afraid to believe that they can too be mistaken at times,who are so self-centred,tend to change your view for everybody coming along in your life and the near future,because you can bear this insult once,twice..not everytime. And soon after you turn heartless and ‘I DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE WORLD’ sort of a person. Because when you cared nobody gave a shit,now it’s time that things turn around..
Isn’t that very true?
“Those who are heartless,once cared too much.”