Tonight although is one of the only few nights when I am not sleepy, I usually manage to be very tired and then hit bed and doze off in a couple of minutes.
So sleepless, and thoughtful. Deadly combination.
And while I am into this mode of thinking way too much, I just scanned all the moments from the past inside my little head and realized that when some people leave, they may be leave for a reason. And there might be a reason bigger and deeper when they never return, might be for the good. It might hurt too much for this short while, but then you will be used to it and then, it won’t make you feel anymore. It happens, you get used to life. Its like when life teaches you to live without your MOM, it will probably teach you all the other things and lessons too. With ease. So just breathe, it happens as its planned, not your way but in its own freakin’ way!