Let it go, they said

If only. To be honest, I am this chronic over thinker who tends to think about something in a loop and then always reaches to a negative conclusion. I guess it maybe is because of how I have seen things go absolutely wrong for no reason. I would literally have no idea what went wrong…

Pause.

You are learning. You can’t get it right and get it all at once. It is a process. Life is a process.

Rock bottom.

It has been months and I have not doubted myself at all. Not at work, not at home, not in general. That does not mean that I fail to accept my wrongs, I acknowledge them, and I don’t repeat them but I never question my ability to be the best version of who I am.

Reasons to live.

Some people in your life walk into your life only to make you understand that better you will do even if no one is around.

Never enough.

Do you ever feel like you are suddenly growing up too fast? And it’s not the age. It is the adulthood. The overrated adulthood. It’s hitting you pretty soon, pretty much. I mean not that I am not fond of people acting their age or I don’t want to do that myself but since a…

All of me? 

It has been a while since I let someone in. Partly because I know I am too much to take. We all do. It is sort of a self analysis that I did after my past relationships with anybody, including my friends. And it seemed unfair to blame them for anything. I feel equally responsible…